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• 11:38 PM, Friday, September 22, 2006

just had english exam today.hate the compre.it is so difficult and boring.anyway,brother will be coming back from taiwan tmr.from his navy trng.haha.bet he bought a lot of things.cause he spent ALL HIS MONEY!lol. arnd 500bucks(s$)
finally he is coming back.after two weeks! i missed him![=
tmr afternoon will be gg to the airport.hmm.. kim's parents are coming back tmr too.right?haha!

• 1:31 AM, Saturday, September 09, 2006

went to juliana's hse for ipw and history project.so boring.i think i did nothin!lol.did abit of my part like..the reflections?sheesh.i think thats all!wasted my time there?haha.they were doing history.me?READING MR MIDNIGHT!(juliana's sister's storybook)lol.although for my current age i shouldnt be reading that kind of book alrd.but the story is quite nice!evelyn went home first today.cause she wanna chiong home for her mahjong game.lol.then xinyi went home at arnd 0440 cause she need to reach home by 0500.lol.then char and me went home at arnd 0500?haha.we went to buy ice cream then slowly walk to the bus-stop.bored!shall say what i done today!A GOOD DEED!haha.well,at arnd 5 plus.is consider as peak hour.isnt it?bus was very crowded.lucky to get myself a sit.sit down relax listening to mp3.then like dont know how many stops ltr.arnd 15 mins.a granny board the bus and stood right in front of me.i was pondering whether i should give up my seat to her.at last.i decided to give her my seat.she DIDNT say thank you to me.lol.maybe she did just that i cant hear.she smiled at me.lol.then now is my turn to stand in front of her!and de-ta.thats the end of my story.interesting?arent all of you reading this post proud of me?yay!

• 2:02 AM, Monday, September 04, 2006

i feel like crying now.but i cant.for the past few days.i felt so good talking to you.for the 97hrs 53mins.i hope that i can reverse the time.and wished that nothing had happened just now.it has got nothin to do with you.its all my own fault.
i told you that i feel like crying.you dont believe.only when i said until it is very serious.and when there is tears in my eyes.you believed.you said"so must treasure you"(as in me treasuring you) but what for i treasure you when you dont treasure me at all.somehow i just lost my trust in you.i dont know which sentence of yours is true and which is not.i cannot distinguish them anymore.i felt like a fool.do you even care abt my feelings?i dont think so!you talked to her more than you talked to me.was i jealous?no.i wasnt.at last when i was high after playing with my friends.i talked to you again.all you said was k ok k ok k.all you care is her!you talked to her and neglected me.was i jealous?yes i was.but who will care abt me?you?NO!you said that you care for me.you sure?insecurity.hmm..
i start to suspect that what you said for the past 97hours 53mins(more than that) was just a pack of lie.i am so confused now.what is true.which sentence?all are false?
afterall,i dont blame you.i blame myself for trusting you.actually there are still many things for me to say but i just felt that i should not go on any further.i have to make myself clear that i am not being emotional now.well,shall let nature take its course.
I'mPISSED.I'mSAD.I'mJEALOUS.